good old days..



i miss the days especially on tuesdays and thursdays whenever there is band practices. with all the giggling and crapping and after-band-meals. stressless days. especially sec three with all the events and all.. keep talking to you and laughing with you non-stop. i miss you. miss the days that we are talking bout anime. miss the sounds of you and your saxophones. i realise how long i have missed it since i heard animation medley recently. your saxophone. the best and the smoothest. you knew wad the song meant when you played to me. the sound is always deep in my heart. maybe i never forgotten you. have you forgotten me? sorry that i did not make the effort of salvaging the relationship. wad's the use when it has already been 2 years. but the sound soothes me to sleep every night. maybe i didn stop loving you.


i know wad you were trying to express when you played the song
it meant that you were to carry me when i am tired.
i only know now.
i am sorry.



i miss band.
i miss saxophone
i miss you.



hahas. i have been sleeping late. but to hear the best music i ever heard. i have been crying. not emo but to reminesce the good old times. to scold myself how stupid i am for not knowing your intentions then. i am stupid. i hope you are happy, fortunate, being love by someone who deserve you and remember me even though i am that hateful to you.


i am sorry.
i am missing you.