wow! today was...

unexpected and disappointing.


was so happie that we are still friends even thoough we juz said hi and bye. i am happie and contented. hope you are happie too. =)

wow! time really flies when you are enjoying. OMG!! and the reality hits back hard!! i realised how unprepared i am for the upcoming exams..

i am gonna buck up and be better..
i am gonna stay strong thoughout.
i am gonna be magnimous in my actions and have an open mind.
i am gonna do my best as a daughter, a friend and classmate..



i feel that i am so drifting apart from you all.. you guys are my support in school. but everything seem so far and distant. i dun want. i am trying my best to stay close!


MUGMUGMUG!!!

i am tired...




of everything.





hope you are well. thats all i can say.





i screwed up chem and slacked the entire day! gonna mug like shit f0r bio later.


i cant believe myself. i am playing! arghh!!!

1 last day.. was hoping everyday that the announcement that whole student body of singapore would want to hear will be announced soon! nevertheless, i finished chem and math! thats my greatest achievement!! hohoho!!

bio is killing me!! the words. i managed to finish 3 chapters and thats all. rahh!! and i have been sleeping at the time that i should wake up. my body clock is going bonkers!! hahahahs

have been studying with linqian the past 2 weeks for a few days and it was the most effective!! zy and xa are good study mates to with the laughter! hahahahas!! cant wait til thursday's arrival at 430pm!! so much things i gonna do!!



Shows to catch:
transformers:revenge of the fallen
harry potter and the half blood prince

things to buy:
clothes
shoes
hat
iPhone S
Nikon/Canon DSLR


omg!! gotta buy all of these before the end of GSS!! youth day hols on 6th july! yippee!!!!! and my new wardrobe is coming!!! hahahahahahahs



countdown: 5 months and 6 days to ultimate holiday!! =)

good old days..



i miss the days especially on tuesdays and thursdays whenever there is band practices. with all the giggling and crapping and after-band-meals. stressless days. especially sec three with all the events and all.. keep talking to you and laughing with you non-stop. i miss you. miss the days that we are talking bout anime. miss the sounds of you and your saxophones. i realise how long i have missed it since i heard animation medley recently. your saxophone. the best and the smoothest. you knew wad the song meant when you played to me. the sound is always deep in my heart. maybe i never forgotten you. have you forgotten me? sorry that i did not make the effort of salvaging the relationship. wad's the use when it has already been 2 years. but the sound soothes me to sleep every night. maybe i didn stop loving you.


i know wad you were trying to express when you played the song
it meant that you were to carry me when i am tired.
i only know now.
i am sorry.



i miss band.
i miss saxophone
i miss you.



hahas. i have been sleeping late. but to hear the best music i ever heard. i have been crying. not emo but to reminesce the good old times. to scold myself how stupid i am for not knowing your intentions then. i am stupid. i hope you are happy, fortunate, being love by someone who deserve you and remember me even though i am that hateful to you.


i am sorry.
i am missing you.

oh mans.. how i want to go overseas.. hahahahas..



went to funan with sis to get her tablet serviced but to no avail. went to makan at pastamania and chiong to bukit batok to meet zy and xa to study. coincidentally, met them on 852. hahahas!! went to buddy hoagies and ate super nice mushroom soup and waffles. studied quite effectively til 6 home and laptoped til now. OMG!!



it was cool to see my sec-sch classmates and peishing at queenstown library while sudying with zy. yupps. shing joined a while and left. finished tut19B, packed my room and laptoped! hahahs







jiayou is all i can say to those around me. stay strong to those who are having hard times. thank you to those who supported me. goodbye to those who forgotten me. hello to those who just know me. i love you to those ppl that i met in my life in different situations and crossed my path as frens, family and loved ones!


did something so embarrassing. i forgotten zy's birthday! OMG!! sorry!!

i did my best though. it was a long day for me. hard core geog putting 8hrs worth of tutorial into 3.5hours. haha. then went for math and long bio lesson.. hardly jad any rest. last bio tutorial with mdm sim already. sad when she was encouraging us. we are losing a good teacher. goodness! went tuition, had jaclyn with me so i was happier and less focused. mans!!

home, watched transformers! IT WAS FANTASTIC! hahahas!! doind nth now. prob studying or packing my room again!! hahahahs!!





felt so far away from my good frens now. i did not tok to her this morn til we were on the bus ride home. sorry that i am petty. i love you still and we are still good frens!! =) had a long bus ride with wanzi toking bout our past and how we changed. impressed by the transition that the both of us had. i sort of have a curse on me. the guys that i had crush with will somehow ended up with my good frens. hahahs! maybe that's why they are close to me cos they want to know the my good fren better thru me. i am open to this already. hahahs!! los all confidence with love i think. they are not for me kind of mutant. hahahs! but i am still glad and contented that there are still ppl walking through these difficult times with me. cant stay at the past reminescing too long. the present is stressful and the future is hopeful. have faith and hope! hope you are always happie with your that group of frens. may everything go well for you. a 1 week advance happie bday to you, my old pal.


thanks a lot to 08S02 for the feminine wallet! =) hohoho!